i hate when ppl make fun of me for trying 2 be positive and spread good vibes like fuck your bitter ass i spent a good portion of my short life being bitter and angry and suicidal if i wanna shoot sunshine out of my ass then i fuckin will 


Date idea: impress me by killing a 15 meter class titan



I wake up 
and I turn to my side
hoping to see you
sleeping beside me
and you’ll mumble a bit
and I’ll say “I’m sorry, did I wake you?”
and you’ll shake your head no and sleep some more
so I’ll get off of the bed to make breakfast
but you’ll grab my arm and pull me back
and say “Don’t go.”

I wake up
in the early hours
before the sun is up
and I hope that when I turn to my side
I see you
and you smile sleepily at me
with that wonderful smile of yours
and I’ll smile back
and move in a little closer
and you’ll say “Are you sleeping okay?”
and I’ll nod and lean towards you
to kiss your wonderful lips
and fall back asleep
with you beside me.

I wake up
in the afternoon
after staying up through a long night
and I’ll turn
but you won’t be there
but instead 
you’ll walk into the room
and we’ll smile at each other
and you’ll say “Finally awake?”
then you’ll come lean towards me at my bedside
and bend down to kiss me
and tell me that it’s time to get up.

But most of the time
I wake up
turning to my side
wishing that you were there
feeling the empty space next to me
wanting to feel your warmth
craving for your comforting scent
needing to see your reassuring smile
the smile that lights up your eyes
and reminds me that
my whole world is here with me
but really
you’re not.
and I wish you were.